digesting last page

emotions and sorrows left aside like a shade;
looking around for little happiness which will never fade;
i who rule my future and react;
believing it long enough,so that it will likely become a fact;

tough life is when an obstacle in my pathway seam wrong;
finding the stepping stone in my pathway to make my self strong;
it is tough to smile when there will be no smile maker;
but i laugh , its because i am dressing my thought;
life will be happy if i think nothing is lost ;